Thursday, January 18, 2018

Pagod Na Ko

Pagod na kong mabuhay sa "dapat" at ayon sa gusto ng society. I refuse to live by their rules. Instead, I'll do my own thing. I'll focus more on myself than on how others will see me. More "ME" time, less social media, less facebook posts, less IG stories. I'd rather DISCONNECT. Go the opposite direction where everyone else is going... Do something different. Something not everyone has guts to do. Step out of the crowd. You need you more than you need the acceptance of other people you don't even know or who don't really care about you. At the end of the day, it's all YOU.

20's

Nung mag20 ako, dun nagbago buhay ko. Dun ko narealize na, gusto at gagawin ko na ung mga bagay na gusto ko talaga... coz, why not? Nasa tamang edad na ko, kaya ko na sarili ko, eto na yung time... Kasi 10 years from now, I'll have other responsibilities na. So for the next 10 years, gusto ko naman maging "all about me". Gusto kong i-enjoy yung life, yung kabataan ko, at gawin yung mga bagay na hindi ko nagawa before. It's now or never. Kasi kung hindi ko sisimulan, kelan pa? Ayokong tumanda thinking and regretting the things I didn't do that I should've done na at that time. Hindi mawawala yung mga taong takot, nag-aalala para sayo, sa safety mo... Pero, I think, you gotta do what you gotta do e. And prove to them na kaya ko, this is what makes me happy, watch! :)